FeelingFree

2008-02-03T06:02:00.000-08:00

> I Made this for ate shey a.k.a. psy

SomEonE

2007-11-28T23:58:00.000-08:00

don't know what to feel....
but i'm glad you're there.

I can't Fly w/o him By: ate abby ng Flyff.ph forum

2007-01-04T03:28:00.000-08:00

Well hindi ko ma q-quote ngayon ang Thread since hindi ko ma access yung Flyff forum
Pero 2ngkol yun sa lovelife ni ate abby tapos for some reason xempre as a girl tapos may lovelife nakakarelate ako pero hindi kami pareho ng sitwasyon naiintindihan ko lang siya x.x

Etoh 3 songs na dinededicate ko sa ibaibang Lovelife na magugulo

---1st---
Eyes are feeling heavy but they never seem to close
The fan blades on the ceiling spin but the air is never cold
And even though you're next to me I still feel so alone
I just can't give you anything for you to call your own

And I can feel you breathing
And it's keeping me awake
Can you feel it beating?
My heart's sinking like a weight

Something I've been keeping locked away behind my lips
I can feel it breaking free with each and every kiss
I couldn't bear to hurt you but it's all so different now
Things that I was sure of, they have filled me up with doubt

How am I supposed to feel about the things I've done?
I don't know if I should stay or turn around and run
I know that I hurt you, things'll never be the same
The only love I ever knew, I threw it all away

And I can feel you breathing
And it's keeping me awake
Can you feel it beating?
My heart's sinking like a weight

----2nd---
And I’m drying out, crying out,
This isn’t how I go…

I could tell you of a man not so tall
Who said, “Life’s a circus, and so we are small.”
Tell you of a girl that I saw
I froze in the moment and she changed it all

And I’m drying out, crying out,
This isn’t how I go
Hurry now, lay me down
And let these waters flow, flow

Son, I am not everything you thought that I would be
But every story I have told is part of me
Son, I leave you now, but you have so much more to do
And every story I have told is a part of you

----3rd---
You sat me down beside myself
To show me all the reasons I was wrong for you
Was this for real? It's hard to tell
'Cause it was such a beautiful mess we had got into

I'm gonna overcome this, paper hearts can't win this time
And all along I should have known this wasn't your dream, it was mine
I know you wanted me to give up this life to be
Everything I was back when you had the hands my heart was in

I was never good at goodbye...

Can I swallow this bottle whole?
So this brain in my head can forget your face

When we were starting out, you believed in me without a doubt
You were the finest thing to happen to a boy like me
It's so much harder now, I wanna try and tell you how
There is so much love in me, even though it's hard to see

And I was never good at goodbye...

Can I swallow this bottle whole?
So this brain in my head can forget your face
Can I swallow this bottle whole?
'Cause I'd rather be dead than make more mistakes

Today I couldn't stay awake
Feels like I'm drowning in this firewater lake
I won't be sleeping much tonight
It's not the same without you lying by my side
(Right beside me)

Can I swallow this bottle whole?
So this brain in my head can forget your face
Can I swallow this bottle whole?
'Cause I'd rather be dead than make more mistakes

I know you wanted me to give up my life to be
(Can I swallow this bottle whole?)
Everything I am when you're the only thing that I can see
(Can I swallow this bottle whole?)
I'm sorry but you're not the, not the only one for me
(So this brain in my head can forget your face)

You left me here beside myself
Left me with all the reasons why I was wrong for you

-------End------

Yan ok ba? ang gulo noh? ganyan 3feelings ng mageend na rel oh nag end

2007-01-01T03:24:00.000-08:00

HEhehe
Happy New year!
Nyah buhayin ba ang patay na blog?
Well how do you expect na mag blog ang isang tao na parepareho lang pangyayari sa buhay everyday? siyempre newyear naman kaya ilalagay ko narin sa blog kasi 1nce a year lang toh hehehehe
Well sana this year mas maganda last year kasi parang hindi dumaan ang 2006 sakin >.<

Party with my friends and dith's orgmates?

2006-12-28T20:44:00.000-08:00

Well nag decide kasi si dith na magpaparty sila ng orgamtes niya dito sa bahay
dapat isasabay ko yung samin ng batchmates ko ng h.s. kaso walang balita sakanila
tapos ininvite nalang si ate joan,astro,karl,jeff,rhaine at khel tapos ayun kulitan lang lasingan (sila) at take note si judith uminom! HIMALA! jokez
minsan umiinom naman si dith pag may okasyon ako din minsan lang minsan ako din pag may okasyon saka pag uber depressed naghahanap ako ng pamp2log
maikwento ko lang b4 umalis sila khel hinatid ko sila sa sakayan wah todo yakap naman ako >.< ok lang wala naman na masyadong tao nun sa madaling araw
pero nakita daw ako ni kevin yun insan ni ate joan wahahahah PDA wahh!
ok lang gusto ko e!
kasi pumunta pa ko sa isurf kasi op naman ako masyado sa bahay kasama ni dith orgmates niya tapos ako wala kasama si czerby din pala uminom! pinilit ko wahaha ang bait ko no! lasingero na badaf kong kapatid sabi niya di siya badaf eh ba naman kung kuilos eh!
geh d2 na muna kakain pa ko

2006-12-25T03:40:00.000-08:00

MerryChristmas sa inactive Blog ko!
Christmas this year? Wala lang ok lang tingin ko mas ok kesa lastyear
kasi mas may feeling
anong feeling? Depressing!
andami ko kasi ineexpect na sana mangyayari today kaso hindi naman nangyari
kumbaga parang umasa lang, una yung pagpunta ni khel b4 12 -_-
pero ok lang naiintindihan ko naman eh
lagi ko naman iintindihin nalang
pero maiba naman, thankful parin ako at kami paren this year
tapos maiba ulit siyempre salamat narin sa creditcard dumami damit ko hahaha
saka dolls o.0 totoo ba ito! ah oo nag decide kasi ako na magpaka babae na
nako! Dami matutuwa. tama ang nabasa niyo bumigay nako hahaha isa nakong bading!
este babae ^_^

2006-05-24T04:01:00.000-07:00

na alala ko lang mag posts dahil kay soulbrother101.blogspot.com or soulbrother2001 ng ym

wla lang papa alala ko lang

I LOVE KHEL VERY MUCH

ang bilis ng araw!?

2006-05-18T19:18:00.000-07:00

Happy monthsaRy ULeT !?
yabyue bhebhie khel

so manythings have happened pero eto paren love's in the air

MY DAY? Mayday!?

2006-04-22T15:03:00.000-07:00

So it turns out na si Pierre Carlo Curray at Ma.Judith faye Gorospe my ever dear tita ang aking emcee well bago ang kwento thankz for those who have come esp. to khel kc saya ko nnman every normal day turns to something special for me pag kasama ko siya kahit titig lang gawin ko ok na? Aysusmiosantisima thea thea thea wala lang i know you're laughing while reading who ever you are but what can i do it's true...
well my hair and make up + manicure pedicure w/c took 2 1/2 hours b4 done was ... uhhh... ok lang satisfying ? Good ? aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!?!?!? i don't hate it but i don't like it that much no pain no gain? it;s not actually pain rather no mess no prettyness? or cindy mode : after 12 you're ugly hahaha jokez

My upcoming Debut party

2006-04-20T23:49:00.000-07:00

im having problems >.< wala pa kong emcee omg ... i hope lang i can fix this by tomorow
nahihiya naman kasi ako kay janella tinawagan ko na siya pero i can't ask her >.< so i asked gx.. sabi niya siya daw mag e-emcee kung wala na tlagang choice

2006-04-19T20:42:00.000-07:00

WELL HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME ?
Kung di ko kilala si khel maybe this day would be just the same as the others
ewan ko ba kausap ko lang naman siya masaya na ko >:D
my posts are simple than my posts before it's hard to explain or maybe i just can't explain
dahil nga masayang masaya ko .. .. .. every best buddy of mine knows he's my 3rd bf
pero for me he's the first and hoping to be my life time partner in life he's the best
and the hardest to understand but that doesn't change my love rather it grows even stronger when i try to understand him deeply ang cute noh? i've met my match

2006-04-18T23:38:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 7TH monthsary Ephrem "KheL" Jacinto and Me !?
I hope Tayo na talaga i'm really happy to have you as my everyday inspiration my love my everything ahehehehe xenxa dudes too inlove :D i can imagine myself loving him til i grow old
saya noh

Unexplainable Happiness

2006-03-12T20:16:00.000-08:00

last night i, khel and some of his frends went to malate hmmm
2nd tym ko ata toh lumabas ng kasama siya as usual basta andyan siya masaya ako ^_^
madalas kasi dun lang kami sakanila ^-^ akala ko nga nung una di na matutuloy
pero pinapunta paren ako ni rhai at yun andun na pala si khel >.< ::Weeeh Pictures!::

2006-02-27T02:12:00.000-08:00

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeh
may cellphone na ko ^^
Gx Thankz for your support ypur a real friend

x~x Depression x~x

2006-01-28T02:43:00.000-08:00

I'm really tired of living such a wasteful life ...
but i don't know if i can just leave those i love behind..
for some reason i know they might blame theirselves if i do kill my self
i'm really lonely,nobody loves me for real

~AsaWa Koh~

kheL ^-^
he makes me happy he is indeed the one i truly love i wonder if he really loves me too?
i'm happy loving him and that wouldn't change
he changed me to a better person and i hope i did the same thing for him

SlLalM

2006-01-09T06:22:00.000-08:00

IM BACK
....
my life's a waste w/o any thrill w/o any dream i only live now to seek love and find purpose
sometimes i grow tired and too depressed being so desperate finding it.
...

is there really true love? will i ever find it

>2 Love<

2005-10-12T23:51:00.000-07:00

>9>10< sa asar gusto kong umalis na sa place nila bhie at gumala nalang para makalimot na ang taong tulad ko ay tinutulugan lang ng mahal ko nag yaya si ate dhei na pumunta sakanila at sama naman ako sa VALenzuela masaya dun nsa kwarto kami kasama si rain at rhai nag kwekwentuhan nagkukulitan :) konting harutan ng umuwi sila .. sinamahan ko sila ate dhei mag hanap ng new appartment for next sem kasi di niya kasundo ung mga kasama niya sa current appartment ng gabi na naisipan ko puntahan si mike!! HUY MIKE! NASA BLOG NA KITA! hahaha as usual Gwapings paren Tol salamat sa pag libre ng laro nag GB kame may prob ng una hirap si mike mag connect hehehe pero kinaya naman! nyahahaha at nag laro kami mike yawa sinaksak mo ko sa game natin babawi ako sau! well si bhie pinapauwi ako di naman sa nag away kami umuwi rin naman ako kaya ko ba naman tiisin yun kahit tinulugan ako nun mahal ko un ahahahaha #!#(%!$! love nga naman oh pero tama naman siya eh di pa kasi ako umuuwi samin galing sakanila

>11< eto ang usual day Kausap si bhie sa hanggang pag tulog

just gave up!

2005-08-17T21:33:00.000-07:00

i just accepted d offer na mag work muna kesa 2mambay sa bahay
siguro dahil na ren sa bad3p ako sa mga nakausap ko sa bahay at
bahala sila mag hanap sila ng matinong kausap dahil di ko na sila kakausapin
ng matino nababaliwala efforts ko sakanila

BetrayaL

2005-07-30T04:49:00.000-07:00

who am i?
i feel so bad lately

GB Adikz

2005-07-18T04:11:00.000-07:00

wakoko alam nah! e2 lmabas lang para mag gb
i mishu PeoplE!!!!

hehe and again!!

2005-07-02T20:30:00.000-07:00

e2 mukang sasali nako sa ibang guild asan na ba kau elements?
i miss u all na T-T

dreams

2005-07-01T04:46:00.000-07:00

e2 new month nanaman mag isa paren hay naku kelan ba magagawa pc at kelan ba ko makakapunta ulit sa ... nga pala gs2 ko maka kilala ng tao na lalake name ay jermie weird noh? ksi un dream ko i called out for that name, i wonder why ^_^ ang dami kong dream (panay 2log kasi ginagawa) madami ren maganda ^_^ 2lad nga nun sa jermie ^-^ pangalang babae noh? may makilala kaya me na ganung name na lalake? hehe wala lang sana 22o un dreams ko ang gaganda kasi i was thinking of someone b4 i sleep that day un crush ko siguro kaya ang ganda ng dream ko ^-^ grabe!! kaka adik

sobness

2005-05-26T20:09:00.000-07:00

uhm ...
Tagal ko na stuck up sa bahay ngaun nalang ulit me
naka labas sira pa pc sa bahay wala 2loy me napag3pan
Dami ko na mi-miss sayang wala me gaano time para maglaro
or whatever (sign ba 2 ng katandaan?) hehe d naman
>_<>
magtaluhan ba naman kasi sa hack /swt ay ewan magulong mundo
ng ragnarok

2005-05-03T21:58:00.000-07:00

wAAAAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
di ako naka nood ng encantadia *sobness*
e2 nakaka net na sa bahay infairness ang tagal ah.
kainang 2pm ko pa wait ung line
haaaaaaayz :P
at sawakas na send ko na ren ang dapat i send sa emails
x_x hay.... dami nga pala quit ro... Busy sa life
2matanda na kasi.. ako kaya kelan ako tatanda hmmm
13 ako ngayon so 5years pa, MUHAHAHAHAHA!!!
wala ng aangal nsa face ko naman eh (kapal noh?)
wala lang pinapatawa ko lang kau kaso baka na bad3p pa kau
wakoko joke

happenings from elements grand eyeball party chacha version..

2005-05-02T01:11:00.000-07:00

WHAPAK!!
i woke up errr 8:30 am?hehehe recieved a text msg
from mark "nasa sm north nako" bakit ako tinetxt n2 ni kuya mark ?
wala naman atah sa usapang pupunta ako sm north.the plan was to meet at my house
9-10 am woooooooooot Filipino Time!! judith said "andali lang kuya"
for almost 10+xand "cha halika d2" preparing our things.and about
12 to 1 we went to sm north to meet up with ate puchi kuya jp yodge kuya mark and Rove
*beep beep* naka isang ikot kame sa sm north!wakokoko
well i2loy na ang byahe i-iwan si kuya mark dahil may date sila in rove!
*skip event skip event*
upon arriving at c5 pacla (the shop) you will see a banner w/c says
uhmm ano nga ba yun?
"welcome elements first grand eb" i guess
waiting waiting
*skip event skip siege event*
i heard "WAaaaaaaaaaaa Si charielle pala 2 " (he said he thought i was a gay" yawang yan!!
then it became crowded poof we became kokocrunch joke!
@ Villa lyka (tama ba spelling)we listened to those oldies who sang on stage
(waaaaa di na ko pde bumalik dun baka sapakin ako ng singers)
we ate...EHEM actually ... NVMthen PIc2rialS!!!swooosh my guild
*GREEN MANGGO!!* with memberscharielle and knuckles (dame noh?)
and etc etc not members
*skip event @ cottage Where RENCY Damced in the dark*too **** so skip it lolx joke!
hours and hours later i decided to change and swim@ POOL not the usual water temp i like the water when it's cold too bad
*skip Event(S) too tiring* *the bell rings (w/c sounded like the custommer service @ sm) = 12 pool closing time*
shower m0de with judith hmmm Too tired ... and hungry i want to get out!!!!
Kuya Gian offers to go out and sleep at their apartment wooooo but i feel so incomplete leaving soi stayed and just walked @ Burger Machine (wala na sa manila BM paren morning snack yawa)ordered 3 jumbo cheeseburger 2 for me 1 for thanatos^thinking: maybe he's sleeping..?^but he wasn't! but still he didn't eat the burger instead he gave it to ~tet~ that's ok atleast it wasn't put to waste waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
i didn't sleep!! #any gentle man in the cottage?
# wooooooooooot guess they're too tired 2 be onei had fun staying up with jhapz,Alvie,Ditra,Duo,Gamers etc etcand the special Guest Rove They spoke their language of course i don't know much so i had someone translate some words hehehe *thanks Alvie*
Ditra and Jhapz = KuleeeeeeeeTtttttttzZZzzhooof
too tired can't sleep no room too hot *skip skip* Hungry too
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ate and kuya kuletz are back again w/ KFC
"mag kamay kana ako nahihirapan sau" >by kuyanez duo
sowee i can't i dunno why, ^skip the walk scene Hatid kuya duonez^@Going to c5 pacla
amazed ** (den Laughing at me) may kalesa pala d2 what's so funny bout that *anong tawag sa sinakyan naten di naman jeep un dba?jeep ba yun?*then arrived @ c5 pacla trouble troubles Hungry and deciding? going home or Zambales?i wanna go home im sleepy im tiredthen it's decided (ng iwan ako sa ere sowee judith juz 2 tired) sumabay nako kay kuya Carlo papntang qc baba muñoz then ride home then 1 2 3 SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP!!

2005-04-28T20:36:00.000-07:00

Lagi nalang weird...
habang tumatagal may isang tao na nagiging sobrang paranoidnakaka asar nah...
it's all over and i won't cry for anything happy pa nga it all happend
thank you 4 everything
*sobness*
It's Hard 2 Fool Sum1 pero for this day i'd rather say
"Wag Mo Lokohin Sarili mo"

akala ko mkk2log nako ng maaga!
un pala 4am ren ang 2log!!
pero masaya ako :p dahil may kausap ako ng mga time na un :p
aga ko pa nagising...
dahil ren sa tawag niya x_x
hehehe grabi ang trip namen :p
yung mistake niya is one of the best mistake
i dunno why..

mahirap mag senti

2005-04-26T01:08:00.000-07:00

Ang hirap mag pretend

"Don't make an effort because the best things happen when you least expect them"

"we seldom think of what we have but we always think of what we miss"

"Life is a drawing w/o an eraser"

Weird ...

2005-04-23T02:53:00.000-07:00

I Feel so weird and sick ... and unlucky
i feel like i must know something from someone?
or must i say i know someone's hiding something from me

i also feel sad after 5hrs my tita (my bestfriend) will be leaving
it may not seem like it when they see me

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Friendster Horoscope:
The Bottom Line
Let's get it started in here! Pull out all the stops to get things moving.
In Detail
A recent encounter that began playfully turned out to be highly-charged -- and quite passionate. It's also turned out to be tough to forget. In fact, you may even have to (reluctantly) admit that you're obsessing about it. So if a dear one asks you what's wrong, don't be surprised to suddenly discover that you're more in the mood to shout than speak. It might be best to apologize and put some distance between you.

ElemenTs FiRst GraNd EB !! apr30-may1

2005-04-02T23:45:00.000-08:00

hehe as usual kelan ba ko di naging masaya pag kasama sila?
dame nanaman nangyari 2lad ng di ako nk2log at isa lang nakalaban ko sa
"race" di pa namin alam kng sino na nalo pero halatang di siya sanay makipag race
muHahahaha!
ewan ko kng dapat ko pag sisihan ang di ko pag sama sa
apartment ni kuya gian,kung saan balita ko
nag "sulok moves" sila? wahahaha masaya naman ako sa villa lyka kahit walang 2log
kahit "TINULUGAN AKO" madami paren namang di ren n2log
balak ko sana mag swimming ng madaling araw kaso lang ... haaaaaaaayzz
ala ako damit nadala sa apartment *sobness* napaka late pa ng post ko
kasi naman pag dating ko sa bahay
sino ba namang hindi mahihilong tao na walang 2log
di ko na nga nasamahan si tita sa zambales nk2log pko sa car ni kuya carlo
para di halata khit di ko alam pinagsasasabi ko nakikichat ako ng nka pikit
wala nga ako naintindihan sa mga sinabi ko that day hahahah
(NVM)
e2 Na blog ko lang para ma alala kow wakoko
"one guild one glory" "ok lang basta di ka mag d-drugs"